hum-drum.. then, struck

stumbled upon, gained access to and was privy to a slice of my certain friend's innermost being..
and gasp,
there is so much more,
so much more.
(extreme, and not negligibly sparse)
i was just there, you know?

i cant believe i didnt know.

all the mind boggling questions,
but it's dawned upon me that all that doesn't matter.
the annonymity, the facade (deliberate or otherwise), the sworn secrecy (or maybe just coincidental failure to resurface), really doesn't matter.

i've learnt that
staying true to yourself sometimes,
is really really all that matters.
im proud of, and glad for you (:
now i know what the answer is, no matter what people say.

(..but generally, is it spontaneous ability met with stifled expressionism? maybe being upfront just doesn't do any good. but does everything have to benefit? here we are, blessed with the gift to do so, but its impossiblity questions the very existence of it at all. okay i shall not digress..okay this public incoherent monologue sesh has to end before any more quizzical eyebrows are raised..)


okay randomly,
yz! jiang! anybody! i want JayZZ! (secret, still. haha)